Tuesday, February 19, 2008
♥ 007.
i need a change of pace.
i need to get out of here.
Im sitting here listening to "Here Is Gone" by The Goo Goo Dolls and its making me think.
I want to work at a concert venue.
I want to take pictures.
I want to live my life the way I want to.
But I cant.
and another thing...
I wanna stop being looked at as a joke.
even the security guards at shows look at me as a joke.
and im sick of it.
I wanna be taken as a serious photographer.
Just because I don't have the right camera and I use a regular digital camera doesnt mean i cant take professional looking pictures.
and in leiu of what I just said, I think my friends band isnt gonna use me for pictures anymore since their bassests girlfriend is doing their photos.
that actually hurts even though my friend broke it to me nicely.
still hurts.
i need to get out of here.
Im sitting here listening to "Here Is Gone" by The Goo Goo Dolls and its making me think.
I want to work at a concert venue.
I want to take pictures.
I want to live my life the way I want to.
But I cant.
and another thing...
I wanna stop being looked at as a joke.
even the security guards at shows look at me as a joke.
and im sick of it.
I wanna be taken as a serious photographer.
Just because I don't have the right camera and I use a regular digital camera doesnt mean i cant take professional looking pictures.
and in leiu of what I just said, I think my friends band isnt gonna use me for pictures anymore since their bassests girlfriend is doing their photos.
that actually hurts even though my friend broke it to me nicely.
still hurts.
Am i really never good enough for you?
9:20 AM
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9:20 AM
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