Monday, July 31, 2006
♥ 003.
I think I've just gone from shitty to way way worse.
I feel like I'm a horrible daughter. I totally forgot that today was my dads birthday. Ive been so caught up in work and college that I forgot about his birthday until I called him. And I feel even worse because he was gonna take me out to dinner with him and my grandparents for his birthday. and I blew all this to go to fucking six flags with Jenn. Cause If i dont go with her, Im not gonna hear the end of it. either way, at the end of both spectrums, im gonna feel guilty.
and now im sitting here crying over what i did.
i lied to my dad and broke his heart and told him i was working all day to go to a fucking park.
i cant believe myself.
im so disgusted.
I feel like I'm a horrible daughter. I totally forgot that today was my dads birthday. Ive been so caught up in work and college that I forgot about his birthday until I called him. And I feel even worse because he was gonna take me out to dinner with him and my grandparents for his birthday. and I blew all this to go to fucking six flags with Jenn. Cause If i dont go with her, Im not gonna hear the end of it. either way, at the end of both spectrums, im gonna feel guilty.
and now im sitting here crying over what i did.
i lied to my dad and broke his heart and told him i was working all day to go to a fucking park.
i cant believe myself.
im so disgusted.
Am i really never good enough for you?
5:27 PM
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