Monday, July 31, 2006
♥ 003.
I think I've just gone from shitty to way way worse.
I feel like I'm a horrible daughter. I totally forgot that today was my dads birthday. Ive been so caught up in work and college that I forgot about his birthday until I called him. And I feel even worse because he was gonna take me out to dinner with him and my grandparents for his birthday. and I blew all this to go to fucking six flags with Jenn. Cause If i dont go with her, Im not gonna hear the end of it. either way, at the end of both spectrums, im gonna feel guilty.
and now im sitting here crying over what i did.
i lied to my dad and broke his heart and told him i was working all day to go to a fucking park.
i cant believe myself.
im so disgusted.
I feel like I'm a horrible daughter. I totally forgot that today was my dads birthday. Ive been so caught up in work and college that I forgot about his birthday until I called him. And I feel even worse because he was gonna take me out to dinner with him and my grandparents for his birthday. and I blew all this to go to fucking six flags with Jenn. Cause If i dont go with her, Im not gonna hear the end of it. either way, at the end of both spectrums, im gonna feel guilty.
and now im sitting here crying over what i did.
i lied to my dad and broke his heart and told him i was working all day to go to a fucking park.
i cant believe myself.
im so disgusted.
Am i really never good enough for you?
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Saturday, July 29, 2006
♥ 002. (continued from earlier)
well i promissed pictures and Im keeping my word:
my hair before:
my hair before the dying process and during the dying process:
and after:
its something like this, even a drastic change, that makes me feel beautiful. and I havent been able to say something like that in a long time.
B-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l.
I like the sound of that.
:]
Am i really never good enough for you?
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♥ 002.
I dont think I've ever been this happy since..well I dunno when.
This morning, i decided to change my look up a bit. I got my hair cut and colored.
I know. no big deal. but to me it was.
My hair was a pretty shitty hair color and length before today,
well, now its. pretty damn fucking short. try like a bright red for color and short and spikey in the back and long in the front.
never thought I'd be this happy bout something that usually isnt a big deal to some people. Dont worry, if you're looking foward (or not looking foward. doesnt matter. im gonna shove it in your face anyway) to seeing how it looks, ill post pics either in a little while or tonight after i get home from work.
you'll get a before and after shot so you know what im talking bout.
mkay?
sounds good.
so, until tonight.
xoxo
This morning, i decided to change my look up a bit. I got my hair cut and colored.
I know. no big deal. but to me it was.
My hair was a pretty shitty hair color and length before today,
well, now its. pretty damn fucking short. try like a bright red for color and short and spikey in the back and long in the front.
never thought I'd be this happy bout something that usually isnt a big deal to some people. Dont worry, if you're looking foward (or not looking foward. doesnt matter. im gonna shove it in your face anyway) to seeing how it looks, ill post pics either in a little while or tonight after i get home from work.
you'll get a before and after shot so you know what im talking bout.
mkay?
sounds good.
so, until tonight.
xoxo
Am i really never good enough for you?
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Friday, July 28, 2006
♥ 001.
She's the song that you tried to sing
And the note that you couldn't hit
So you locked her up in a music box
Turned the key on all of us
She spins silver strings in the dark
With metal teeth that ring in her heart
When the cover drops
The world just fades
Away, away, away from her
Waiting, waiting, waiting for her
To say it
K-I-S-S I'm in distress,
I need someone to spell it out
You know our love's not unconditional
A book of matches and a cigarette
A love note that you never sent
You can fold it up
But you won't forget
You can strike a match
But it still might not light
Now I'm the one that's stuck inside
The silver cage
The bird that can't fly away
Clip its wings
If it sings of
The way, the way, the way that it hurt
Waiting, waiting, waiting for her
To say it
K-I-S-S I'm in distress, I need someone to spell it out
You know our love's not unconditional
K-I-S-S I'm in distress, there's nothing left to talk about
You know our love's not unconditional
Low F-I-D-E-L-I-T-Y
Do all love songs turn out this way?
Can't you hear me when I say:"You're in my heart
In my hands'round my neck"
We move like a carousel
Streak lights and mirrors fill our eyes
It's time to let this go
Can't stop spinning
Around, around, around...
K-I-S-S I'm in distress, I need someone to spell it out
You know our love's not unconditional
-Thursday
And the note that you couldn't hit
So you locked her up in a music box
Turned the key on all of us
She spins silver strings in the dark
With metal teeth that ring in her heart
When the cover drops
The world just fades
Away, away, away from her
Waiting, waiting, waiting for her
To say it
K-I-S-S I'm in distress,
I need someone to spell it out
You know our love's not unconditional
A book of matches and a cigarette
A love note that you never sent
You can fold it up
But you won't forget
You can strike a match
But it still might not light
Now I'm the one that's stuck inside
The silver cage
The bird that can't fly away
Clip its wings
If it sings of
The way, the way, the way that it hurt
Waiting, waiting, waiting for her
To say it
K-I-S-S I'm in distress, I need someone to spell it out
You know our love's not unconditional
K-I-S-S I'm in distress, there's nothing left to talk about
You know our love's not unconditional
Low F-I-D-E-L-I-T-Y
Do all love songs turn out this way?
Can't you hear me when I say:"You're in my heart
In my hands'round my neck"
We move like a carousel
Streak lights and mirrors fill our eyes
It's time to let this go
Can't stop spinning
Around, around, around...
K-I-S-S I'm in distress, I need someone to spell it out
You know our love's not unconditional
-Thursday
Am i really never good enough for you?
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