Sunday, August 13, 2006
♥ 004.
have you ever been friends with someone and they just use you and you dont wanna loose that person cause they're the only best friend that you have?
well thats pretty much my case.
im being used by my "best friend" and I keep staying with her. Best Friends arent supposed to use you and ditch you for other people.
im sick of it.
im sick of getting made fun of for things i do.
im sick of getting made fun of for my music.
im sick of being used.
im sick of being ditched.
im sick of seeing her.
im sick of talking to her.
im sick of it all.
ive never had a true friend. all my friends either got rid of me, hate me, or are annoyed at me.
the other night, i told my mom what was going on. I cried. I was and still am hurt, pissed..pretty much mixed feelings.
it hurts. it does.
yes shes my friend and i do love her. but its getting to much.
and as for new myspace pics, they had to be removed because of her.
its not just that.
im sick of being hurt.
in sick of the pain.
well thats pretty much my case.
im being used by my "best friend" and I keep staying with her. Best Friends arent supposed to use you and ditch you for other people.
im sick of it.
im sick of getting made fun of for things i do.
im sick of getting made fun of for my music.
im sick of being used.
im sick of being ditched.
im sick of seeing her.
im sick of talking to her.
im sick of it all.
ive never had a true friend. all my friends either got rid of me, hate me, or are annoyed at me.
the other night, i told my mom what was going on. I cried. I was and still am hurt, pissed..pretty much mixed feelings.
it hurts. it does.
yes shes my friend and i do love her. but its getting to much.
and as for new myspace pics, they had to be removed because of her.
its not just that.
im sick of being hurt.
in sick of the pain.
Am i really never good enough for you?
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